You realize as it is happening that your body truly is a sacred vessel that should not be invaded by anything foreign. When I consider all of the foreign crap I have put into my body over the years, I shake my head, take a deep breath and let the regrets pass over me and vanish into the framework of the night. I am powerless over regrets because I cannot change the past so what is the point of having them. I laugh when I think of the old nineties T-shirt — "My body is a sacred temple sinking slowly into ruins." It's funny because every image that I find on Google images of the body as a sacred temple, using various word combinations, is goofy and unsatisfactory. It's all either New Age crap or Science Fiction mumbo-jumbo or just plain silliness. Nothing that reflects the deep spirituality and the connection within and without as our physical form expresses the journey of the soul. This is as close as I got to even liking an image, and it still echoes of universal grandiosity of man as the center of everything.
I like this image and dislike it at the same moment in time... |
Reza Safai in the Independent Film, Circumstance |
What is so powerful is that they had to make such an extreme choice in order to make the film. By making a film that is critical of the morals and politics of the current regime, the artists knowingly made the choice to never return to their homeland. Although most were born in the states, they are Iranian, and they identify with the history and traditions of Persian culture and society. Think about it! We often discuss what an artist sacrifices in order to create their art? Could you make such an extreme sacrifice? Could you choose to separate yourself from your land because of the necessity of expressing what you believe in your heart and your soul? Tough questions, and brave answers by these artists. No wonder the film won the Audience Award at the Sundance Film Festival in 2011.
But I am not writing a movie review. What I loved about the experience is how I was able to take such joy in the success of my friend without feeling even the slightest tinge of envy or jealousy. I truly have come to believe that the success of others never diminishes me in any way, and if everyone realized their dreams of success and creative vision, the world would be a much better place. I no longer feel the need, except when I relapse here and there on my character defects, to compare myself to other people. Being able to relish and savor the success of Reza, knowing how hard he worked and how much he believed in the film, came so naturally that it did not even occur to me until I was driving home that I had felt nothing negative the entire night. I mean, Reza worked for two years with a dialect coach to perfect the specific Farsi accent spoken in a certain upper class neighborhood. The fact that his work paid off in such amazing ways and led to his part in a beautiful film is how the world should work.
There is such freedom in the process of letting go of the basic seven deadly sins. They are sins not necessarily because they are evil, but because they weigh us down with the burden of fear and prevent us from walking in the comfort of faith. When I can find joy in the successes of my fellow human beings without feeling envious or jealous, I am able to experience the world as it should be — present, loving, and supportive.
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